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5 Weeks Out From NABBA Taranaki Bodybuilding Champs 2012

Living amongst boxes is not much fun.

We feel like the rooms are closing in on us now.

So today is Sunday, Monday is a holiday so that will leave 4 working days for kiwi saver to get their shit together. If they don’t……well I will be living in a motel!

The moving truck is all booked for Monday the 13 at 9am; everything is in place, everything but kiwi saver.

This is very stressful, and it has ruined the excitement of buying a home and it is ruining the excitement of competing.

I am so looking forward to it all being sorted so I can focus and hopefully get my mo-jo back.

Training is still happening and I am doing the fat burning and posing practice.

I have almost finished my posing routine, and my posing suit is finished.

My music is copied and cut, thanks to Studio 13 and my contest tan has arrived thanks to the Stubbingtons.

So as you can see I am doing everything that I can possibly do. I am just lacking my mo-jo, my excitement.

Posing practice was good today, I did think about not going but I have this internal stubbiness that won’t let me quit. So along I went and we had a good practice.

The next step will be to finish our routines and then perform them in front of each other.

My Children had a great first week at school. Eva has done so well and I have followed her lead and acted brave as a lion when it came to leaving her at school and trusting in the teacher to watch her as she swims.

I can’t say it was easy, and I was ever so relived to see her alive a 3pm each day. The smile on her face said it all and her teacher said she is braver than a lot of the other children.

Well I knew that, she is braver than a lot of adults I know.

Ben likes his new class and his teacher is lovely, I was so proud of him with all the changes that have happened so far this year.

So the week ahead will either be a great one with much relief or a very stressful one.

All I can do is sit and wait.

Oh joy.